Thursday, May 15, 2014

Incredible News about Dallin's Accident: Even More Miracles

We have learned some incredible things about Dallin’s accident since corresponding with Charles Sparks, the Clinical Director of the Emergency Department at Logan Regional Hospital.

He asked if he could use Dallin’s story for an annual trauma conference they hold for EMS and when describing the accident he used the words “miraculous” and “amazing”. I asked him if he could describe to me, medically speaking, why he would use those words. Of course I know it was a miracle, but if he was willing I would’ve loved to hear from his point of view why it was a miraculous recovery.

He does such a beautiful job describing Dallin's injury. Here is his whole email:

The type of injury that Dallin sustained is called “Severe Diffuse Axonal Shearing Injury”.  This type of injury occurs when the head whips side to side or forwards and back.  As the brain tissues slide over each other, brain cell axons tear in half.  The axon is the long part of the brain cell that sends a signal to the surrounding brain cells. The brain cells can no longer create thoughts, memories, feelings and emotions.  Small blood vessels are torn in half, resulting in small hemorrhages that rob brain tissues of needed blood, which increases the injury.  Also, as the brain cells tear, they leak chemicals that are toxic to the brain if they are outside of the cells, again, causing further injury.  Diffuse axonal injury is  the same injury that we see with shaken babies. 

Diffuse axonal injury is seen in a wide variety of head injuries from mild concussion to severe head trauma.  Severe injury means that a large part of the brain is affected and damaged.  Dallin’s injury is classified as  “severe”.  GCS, or Glasgow Coma Score, is a quick assessment tool that we use to determine brain response.  The scale measures three responses; Eye opening, motor response, and verbal response.  Each area has a different scale, then the three scales are combined into the total score.  The total score ranges from 3 to 15.  3 to 8 is considered comatose and requires advanced airway and respiratory support.  Dallin ranged from 3 to 6 in the ambulance and in the ER.

The brain rapidly swells because of the injury, just like any other body part that swells with injury. Like a twisted ankle.  But, inside the skull, the brain does not have space to swell, so it begins to compress its-self. As the brain compresses, it rapidly affects the respiratory drive, and the person stops breathing, which will result in death in just a few minutes.  The brain can continue to swell to the point where the brain stem shears from the brain, which causes immediate death.

In the ER, we can perform some interventions to support the airway, breathing and relieve some of the pressure from the swelling brain.  Dallin was intubated in the Logan ER, meaning that a breathing tube was inserted into his trachea to hold the airway open.  Then breathing was supported with a ventilator.  We closely monitor urine output and increase the kidney functions to pull water out of the patient.  AS water is pulled from the blood stream by the kidneys, the body’s tissues, including brain tissues, move water into the blood stream.  As the brain shifts water into the blood stream, the swelling goes down.

50% of patients with this type of injury die due to the rapid brain swelling and hemorrhaging.  We have seen patients like this many times in the ER.  Often, they do not have any other injuries and look unscathed, but the brain is too damaged to survive.

Of the 50% that survive, 90% of those will never regain consciousness and many of them die due to secondary causes such as pneumonia.  Of the 10% that regain consciousness, nearly all are profoundly disabled physically and mentally, and will remain disabled for the rest of their lives.
Because we know that there is a very, very small margin for recovery from the type of injury that Dallin had, we recognize the profound miracle of his recovery.  Honestly, we sometimes discuss the futility of resuscitating patients with this type of severe injury.  It is understood that if the patient survives, the patient would be vegative at best.  However, because of the very, very slim chance of recovery, we do all we can for the patient

The brain cells that are damaged never heal, which is the cause for permanent disability for most people with this injury.  The neuro- pathways that we develop to retrieve information, memories, associations, motor responses, etc. can be permanently lost as a result of torn axons.  Think of it as a  destroyed bridge across a river.  All of the world on the other side of the river is no longer accessible, unless another way across the river can be found.

Some people with a severe axonal injury can build new bridges to retrieve otherwise inaccessible information.  For example, Dallin did not recognize you as his wife at first, until his brain was able to find or build a new bridge into that information.Most people with Dallin’s type of injury never build or find new bridges.

Many who survive, regain consciousness, and are able to make some kind of recovery have profound changes in personality and identity.  People who were once nice and loving are mean and distrustful.  They choose completely different lifestyles than they had before.  Many lack motivation and/or impulse control.  They recognize loved- ones, but are unwilling to continue a relationship with them.    Many lose an ability to cope well with stressors, even minor ones.  I did a case study on a 14 year old boy who was hit by a truck while riding his bike.  His primary injuries were a shattered leg and a punctured lung.  He was also diagnosed with a mild traumatic brain injury.  Though his brain injury was mild, he now struggles with concentration, motivation and impulse control.  Before the accident, he was a straight A student.  Now, he is failing in all classes and refuses to attend physical therapy for his leg injury.

As we flew Dallin to the neuro-surgeon at McKay Dee, there was little hope that he would recover at all, let alone survive.  Any recovery at all would make us say, “Wow!”  To see that he was running and playing football six months later is completely astounding.

As part of my review of Dallin’s case, I read through all of the EMS reports.  The first EMT on scene was off duty and driving home.  He heard the call and responded to the accident.  He noted that Dallin’s airway was closed because of his head position, and that Dallin had agonal respirations, which means that he was breathing, but not effectively enough to survive.  The EMT aligned Dallin’s c spine (neck vertebrae) and opened his airway which immediately improved Dallin’s ability to breath.  Without that initial intervention, there would be no miraculous recovery story because Dallin would not have arrived at the ER in Logan alive.  He probably would have died before the ambulance arrived and any efforts to resuscitate would have been completely futile.

In my eight years as a trauma nurse in the ER, I have witnessed truly awful things that will haunt me for the rest of my life, but stories like Dallin’s are what gives me the motivation to show up every day and work hard on every patient.  Because of stories like Dallin’s we still keep a sliver of hope in the most futile situations.

Though I have witnessed horrible things, I have also seen miracles happen through the power of prayer and the power of the priesthood.  These miracles happen when there is no more that can be done medically for the patient, or in conjunction with the best medical care that we can give.

 Here is a part of another email:

"One thing that I forgot to explain in the last email is that Dallin was exhibiting a behavior known as “decorticate posturing”.  Decorticate posturing is a physical response to pain- the patient pulls his arms in to his chest and the legs and feet become rigid.  As the brain swells and the brain stem is compressed, the physical pain response of the patient changes.  Decorticate posturing is the response to pain that we see when death is imminent."

Reading these things has been a very spiritual experience for me. Learning about even more of these incredible miracles is so sacred to us. I am so grateful that I didn’t know those stats at the time of the accident. The fact that the EMT was on his way home from work and just happened to be there right when the accident happened. I remember an EMT being there and assumed he was just close by, but never had I ever thought that Dallin’s airway was closed.  Hearing that makes me feel so indescribably uneasy and thankful and scared!

To think without that EMT, Dallin wouldn’t have lived to see the ambulance makes me want to fall to my knees in gratitude to Heavenly Father for allowing Dallin against ALL odds to live.

It makes me want to kiss the feet of the EMT in this picture and thank him for being there and ready. It makes what Uncle Kenny said in Dallin’s initial blessing,  “I bless you that you will make a full recovery” even more incredible knowing how very, very slim the odds were of Dallin even waking up, let alone recover.

It makes everyday more special knowing that Dallin is alive and well.

Thank you for the support. We thank Dallin’s EMTs for their heroic efforts and all EMTs everywhere. And we humbly thank God for letting us be apart of this beautiful miracle. We will spend our lives trying to thank Him, trying to live the life that Dallin was spared for

Wednesday, April 30, 2014

Clay- 4 months

Happy Four Months to this little guy!
He has had a busy month and has had a lot of fun. 
At his four-month check up he was 13.18 lbs!! This is good news to us because even though he's still a little like he went from being in the 10th percentile to the 22nd percentile which means he's gaining faster than those in his weight bracket I guess. Yay! 
He was 24.5in long and his head circumference was 16.5in. 
He is getting so big!


At the beginning of the month this hat didn't fit very well for very long.

He works out and can hold his own bottle! (For about 3 seconds.)

Theses besties are sad together and happy together!!

By the end of the month, this hat started fitting nicely! Yes!

Bowling with Conner and Megan and our boys!

The cutest outfit from Grandma Mary

We are starting hi early in the tractor. Dad loves it when we come with him to feed.

Clay got this toy from Maggie Grignano so call it his Maggie. He loves it.

Censored! These were a gift from Grandma J. :) Oh I mean the Easter Bunny.

Sunday, April 27, 2014

FB Update - 4/27/14

Here is Dallin's FB Update from April 27, 2014.

We are doing great! Things are warming up here in Logan, UT and life is moving right along! Clay is getting so big and talkative. He’s over his RSV and he’s giggling and smiling all the time. Amy’s arm is healing fast. You can’t even tell she’s healing a broken elbow. It still hurts with certain movements but it is another miracle how well her elbow is healing. I’m feeling better all the time and I continue to feel my thinking getting a little quicker. Speech therapy is going very well. We continue to work on memory, divided attention, multitasking, and speed of processing. I have finished my class and it was very successful.

We hope to visit McKay-Dee hospital sometime this week and shake the hands of those that helped me during my stay there. We would love to see Dr. Welling also!

A few weeks ago was General Conference for The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints. It happens every 6 months and is broadcasted around the world so that we can listen to the words of todays Prophet and Apostles. Their words, as always, touched me very deeply. I felt there was a lot of talk about trials and how they can be used to learn and grow. Also, we heard much about how God is always there for each and every one of us. He loves us unconditionally and without limit. I have felt that in our life. I have seen that we don’t need to be lying in a coma with a traumatic brain injury for God to be there for us. He is there in every moment of our lives! It’s just easier to see God there with us when we are in such a fragile and dependent situation. If we look for Him we will see God’s love and support in every situation. 

The messages we heard at General Conference can be found at:

Sunday, April 20, 2014

Wisconsin Trip and Easter

My boss was going to be out of town over Easter so I thought it a perfect opportunity for Clay and I to visit Wisconsin. It was a lot of fun and Clay did really well traveling which I was very nervous about.

Clay just hanging in the airport.
We went and bought this little umbrella stroller to make it easier through the airport.

First flight! Yay for Baby Clay!

He was a hit on the plane, everyone that came up to him would smile and he'd give them a big smile right back!

Finally we made it to Grandmas. Grandma was sooo happy to have Baby Clay there. We were happy to be done traveling.

Happy in Grandma's arms.

The cousins finally meet!

Michael fell in love with our little guy.

My mom set up this awesome Easter Egg hunt for the kids. Clay decided he wanted to take a nap instead but it was fun to watch Michael and Nora find the eggs and candy! Yum!

She is soooo cute!

Brother and Sister.

The weather was nice enough to be outside and play.

Michael can ride a bike with training wheels!!

Loved pushing this little girl around.

Michael is seriously the smartest little boy ever. I swear he has the vocab of maybe a six year old!! He's really funny too.

We got to do some really fun projects together. Mom let me put some things together and she sewed them up for me. She is so creative!


Of course, we had to go see Grandma Mary.

And watch a beautiful sunset

Grandma and Clay

Mama and baby.


So my mom wanted a way to remember the grandkids while they're away so we used paint to put their foot prints on the stairs. Michael and Nora's were already done from a time they visited before. (Of course the paint is washable.)

Clay loved the feeling on his feet.

We tried to do his hands too, but that did not work out at all. 

Nora's feet

Clay's feet

Michael's feet

I thought that was the neatest project. I love looking at the foot prints every time I go up the stairs.

On our way to the airport we stopped in Minnesota to see Maggie who I hadn't seen since graduation. Rae was nice enough to bring me to the airport. LOVE HER. We all had a fun reunion and talked and talked. We decided that we all still had the same personality.

The plane ride home went smoothly. We had a connecting flight in Denver and on the way there a nice lady I sat next to asked to hold Clay and just held him the whole flight! That was really nice because as they napped, I was able to as well. 

We had a nice Welcome Home waiting for us at the airport. 

I thought the big surprise was at the airport. It turns out Dallins had some fun at home too for Easter. He made Clay and I baskets and everything!

So sweet!

Clay loved his little bunny ears!

Clay with his first Easter basket. Dad did a good job!